Category: alienation

Let me hide a little more…

images.jpgLet me hold the curtain,

let me shut the windows,

let me bang the doors,

let me hold the blanket!

 

Wrapp’d in them,

I wanna go close,

closer to myself.

searching for love!

 

My narcissistic obsession calls me,

from everywhere,

to stop.

to enjoy the lonely frenzy!

 

The monotonic plastic smile,

that ‘un’genuine laughter,

that seems genuine.

to throw it away!

 

I wanna play with my shadows,

I wanna break the mirror,

and see myself through it.

giving a freedom to my dwelling tears!

 

Don’t try to hold my hand,

don’t show me the world,

don’t give me a tempting.

let me crucifix my importance with myself!

 

Let me be a little more selfish,

A little more savage,

to enjoy my latent fetish.

Let me hide a little more!